Thursday, January 17, 2008

That Big Scary Moment of Thinking You're Shit

I know Shelley can empathize here. I'm sure most of you can empathize, but I've heard Shelley echo some of the following rather recently. I'll make it rather short.

I don't want to be a TV writer because I know I'm not Ricky Gervais. I don't want to be an actor because I know I'm not Clive Owen. I don't want to be a novelist because I know I'm not Kingsley Amis. I don't want to be a musician because I know I'm not Stephen Jenkins.

I know all of that is just fucking stupid, but it's really hard. Complain, complain, complain, I know. But Jesus, I'll never be that funny or insightful or piercing. I'm not even sure I want to be that funny or insightful or piercing because they do it so well.

It's just hard to get over that. Admiration is just hard to get over.

I definitely still want to be a TV writer, though. I just need to get some tougher skin.



"Can't You Hear Me Knocking"
The Rolling Stones

6 comments:

J. Goerner said...

it might help if you actually let people read your work, especially those people who allowed you to STEAL YOUR TITLE GOD

John said...

It was an homage.

Shell said...

The best thing I ever learned in the Creative program was how to deal with criticism. I showed Sean a rough once and his only response was to slowly fold it up and place it in the trash can - it's my favorite critique I've ever had.

I know it's sort of scary to let people see your work and open yourself up to judgement, but it's the only way to get the thick skin you need.

Also, I would just like to read your work so I am trying to convince you to share.

L said...

i have more to say about this post to you later, but i did want to add right now that you must let more people read your script!

after you fix those type-os, of course.

J. Goerner said...

don't have nightmares about cloverfield

woman

Shell said...

OMG has cloverfield come out?!?! How is it??? Must I fly to the states to see it immediately?